Ayu Shortie

2010-10-04T10:26:00.000-07:00

hi , thats me with solehin and his siblings. on sunday , went to the birthday twins mira and mirul(bottom right) party . cool kan adeq dier twins! Da besar saye nak anak twins , triplets or even quadruplets boley ? huhuuu ! forgot to mention the couples; cicak and ally was there too :D . after the celebration , hantar cicak back 'home' . then lepak sekejap and eat kebab. itu ajeee , terus balek .

today , i followed my mum buat my adeq ezlink card at pasir ris , then i rush off to tampines meet nuttynad and ras . did some catch up with aqeim and others at secret recepie. i swear i miss secret recepie ! we ate tom yum chicken & american brownie ! sodapppp ! lepak back to pasir ris . meet liya and the rest , and we played illegal 'mercun' sampai saye nak terkencing ! then polis came , we bussed off to punggol , lepak again and went back home .

im bored now , tengah berbual dengan solehin . dyer degil taknak tidor . besok his first day kerje . goodluck ! and those having end-of-year fever , goodluck . pass with flying colours alright. aww ! thats how much i miss schooling too ):

i dah bukak blogshop.

BLOGSHOP HERE

2010-09-30T12:21:00.000-07:00

somehow i like this pic , make me look dopey !

i dont understand after a problem solve between family , now comes another part , from friends !

i tried my best to help to maintain our friendship, you know who you are.

this weekends i have no idea nak go where ? i rindu town , tapy banyak kawan i masey raye fever .

tommorrow probably heading town . entah ehh , i tengah boring nyy hidop tak sekolah atau keje .

today , i help my mum with her cupcakes decoration . then i peng my num to meet ZACK and his daddy .

somehow they bought pizza and kfc for their dinner , but i ate a chicken drumstick . my perot suda full macam nak explode. then when home my mum bought giant bbq tiger prawns . i force my perot to eat . i still have my hor fun waiting to be eaten . tunggu yer !

im goin to tuck in my bed soon , goodnight stalkers (:

2010-09-24T20:38:00.000-07:00

i guess i have found my true friends .

im not working nor schooling but im always busy .

today im goin to start blogging about my girls .

those who not listed , you maybe one of those of crappy friends,

my highend-ies girls .

myrakie , sugarbunny , puterikucing , neya tiger , diana kardisian , me(:

certainly i love them till the moon turns red .

theres nothing less about them.

thats how great they are to me. <3

my long term girls.

we been thru eternity of ups and down .

but that doesnt make us fall apart , and noone able to do that .

sometimes i do neglected them for a short while , but that doesnt make them misjudge me.

more or less they tried to understand me more . aww , saye looveee korang !

bubu , if i suddenly mia again , find me thru handphone okay , jangan senyap.

liya , being a friend , i like to see you happy but you step into a wrong path now. find out from me.

hello papaya!

we known each other thru my ex-workplace.

you always make me smile , hear each other problem and make me burst into joy of tears.

what more do i need from a friend?

and even a best tangkis , i stop working , she does it too.

hello-hello me taw !

ignore my hair

my one and only bitch !

we start drifted from school.

we covered each other problems.

even our parents cant seperate the huge meaning of friendship.

thats dira .

she extremly kind to me .

3 years of friendship .

i neglected her too since i quitted school.

shes was very generous to me.

yesterday i went her crib , seek forgiveness and all.

she nak kasy me 100$ for raye .

thats huge girlfriend, i cant accept it.

i'll make up to you one day alright .

thats my girls , that i love ...

do you have atleast one?

i palnned to open a blogshop soon .

lookout for it aye!

she backk !

2010-08-18T20:38:00.001-07:00

Yoo , sape rindu ayu angkat mouse !!!!!!!! I know my blog is dusty+basi . Bcoz im busy and malas . Currently im leading a superb single life ! I lioke i lioke ! No stress , more freedom . Currently i do miss alot of my fwens and my ex sch mate . Dear beloved friends tis a notice for you; AYU DA TUKAR NUM 9878**** . and tis will be my permenant num , if dun have mintak me cos i lost most of my contact too . Its nt tat i mia kaykay ! Will be meeting apai later naq kasy present dyer . Bagus kan , da bli present ader free delivery pulak tuu!! Then im goin to work . I dunnoe what to update alr . But i will nt stop updating okk ? Mwahmwahh !!

Updating for AyuShortie

2010-07-05T05:50:00.000-07:00

www.yaniebarney-lifestory.onsugar.com

BabyYamie Kaysiaow here.

Im updating for AyuShortie's blog.

She is so lazy to update so i just helping out for her to update.

Sowie AyuShortie,ade je i ckp mk update for you tapi i terlampau bz uh these days..

Haha!!AyuShortie cume nak mintak maaf pade korang sume bcoz dyer so pemalas nk update lah..

Ermm,i just wanna thank her for teaching me Maths tuari tapi smpi bnyk questions i mintak tanye dyer,dyer pulak ade tak tawu.

haish,tkpe lah darling..

Punye lah susah nk mampos.Haha!!Tkpetkpe.Klau korang pandai sngt nak ajar yanie kan,update kn in Ayu nye blog jerh..Okay thanks :D..Thats all i wanna say.Anything i'll update for her back kay..

Your love,

BabyYanie Kaysiaow:D

2010-06-13T12:24:00.000-07:00

taken on the kenduri on sunday .

sat and sun - i have family kenduri .

and im working today ..

tommorrow , i have lots of plan.

how i wished i could divide my body to many parts .

so i could not dissapoint anyone tommorow.

someone asked me :

" what is my defination of a hot guy ?"

my answer :

"a guy will be label hot if he has a beautiful inner beauty; personality"

2010-06-11T06:30:00.000-07:00

at first plan was cocked up .

by night , everything was awsome!

i came with janny , ida and ayla .

actually planned to just chill2 and drink at sentosa .

at last i went in and dance too.. :D

had fun with neya , janny , titi , myra kie, cheha , myrabella and linsa till sunrise .

sadly , this is my last event .

im not born to spam people

2010-06-10T10:59:00.000-07:00

THE MOST SWEETEST is THE MOST SOUR`ISH

you are just my pastime (:

i have settled everything , no more grudges ..

the main thing , i must concentrate on my private O .

thanks mikhail for paying all my fees .

this means ,i will have less time for my friends... & no time for R/S(:

gudnyte , naq bobok ! nytte!

i desperately need a clone just like you

2010-06-08T12:19:00.000-07:00

FLASHBACK always made me cry .

i guess you know who you are.

you get my num thru my mcg , " korang pat maner?" . N kaw happy gyle!
i remember those times when im a type of girl who "jual mahal" , but you never failed in woo~ing me.
the song you used to sang for me with your guitar...." dalam diam-diam , aqu telah jatuh cinta dengan si dia...senyuman manisnya membuatku terbayang ayuniiiiiiii..."
my first eyebrow piercing , you bought for me the stud , but unfortunately i lost it a few minutes later at sentosa. and you were fvcking dissapointed.
our first months , i aint romantic at all , but you never get bored of me . instead you tried to love me more(:
we first fought becoz you "pimpin tangan "liya and i was fvcking jealous.
i remember you "tumpang" me on a bicycle and i hug you tightly coz im scared .. you said you like it . heh~!
every of our anniversary we never failed to catch a movie at downtown east only!
i remember you bought me a keychain with my name and yours respectively, but you gave me the keychain with your name . so that i will always remember you.
we used to listen to each other problems and backup for one another .
you headed my advice when i didnt allow you to add tattoos , although you insist =.=
i remember you were lepaking , then i heard you with a girl .. then my "angin " i fvcked you and told you to go home. you did it immediately and you called me crying ..
you used to save my dad num as "DADDY" .. cute kn?
i remember during our 8 monthsary , we fought becoz of sumthink , and vent your anger on ur hp , you threw it and you walk off somewhere deep at p.ris park during "magrib" .
you used to ton at my crib ,and i will massage your back .. den you said " kn bagos? da macam suami-isteri"^^
i used to wear makeup for you once
i miss your sweet cologne smell
i remember i fought with eqa becoz of you , until i slapped and chase eqa out of the house at midnight .
you fought with your brudder badly becoz of me .
i remember you planed to head town with your brudder ol, then i head home with yaya . you ride on the bus alr . after a bustop , you alight and left your brudder and came to me and said " i jady pegy , i rindu u "
then we used to spend time watching the sky and the stars .
i remember i was chronic , my father called you and you take the effort to bring me home safely.
how bad we fought we never failed to love/patch each other again .. somehow everything ended like that .

ATLAST, im updating blog

2010-06-07T21:09:00.000-07:00

boohoo! sorry for the not updating :D

lazy + busy = AYUSHORTIE

SATURDAY, was okayokay ..

except for someone who ruin my mood on saturday .

dahi K-ONE-K !

keep in mind,IM OFFICIALLY ATTACHED ...

to ZAKI-ah!

XOXO

there still upcoming pictures with mirabella and janny..

2010-05-23T10:53:00.000-07:00

arab st > town > ton
saturday was awsome!
again please!

p.s: lost handphone ..aint using 8249**** anymore .

2010-05-21T06:35:00.000-07:00

its always the person you love and treasure the most , is the person who says goodbye !

im goin to wait . im goin to be a goodgerl . im goin to take good care of mummy . *cries*

my perot saket gylerbabi , since yesterday sia !
hurt and sad..
hope evrythink is better tommorow please!.

2010-05-20T10:04:00.000-07:00

firstly, im so sorry to sugarenny .

tamp > grandlink > ws > downtown

travelled to tamp, meet sis and her new boyfee ..

who seems to be so kind .

now im stress abt which sch to go and how my future will be without my dad .

i seem to be laughing and smiling , bundles of problem with i tried to place aside .

someone goin to get me a lappy, gua excited nyy!

after a long discussion , rush off meet my bitch , esha .

travel ard tamp dgn minah malaysia yg taq sabar go malaysia .

hahaa , kayy fake .

den to grandlink , with liya, eika , lisa , nuttynad .

i did karaok-ed and dance mcm org gyle .

then train-ed down to p.r .

had some yougurt , sodappp!

meet lysha , lili and esha at downtown too.

they settled some stuff , and the tension was there ..

so i tried make them laugh , with nad , the red nose!

slack , slack skejap, dhen im off home .

im given a choice of taking part time ite or private O .

if ite ,only 5 choices of courses ; food science , chem process tech & the others is electronic -.-

if private O , i left abt 3 month to study . then plan to take nitec or higher nitec which i can choose more better choice im interested in . stress!?!

I LOVE MAKING STUPIT PATHETIC FACES! enjoyyyy~

2010-05-17T09:56:00.000-07:00

leading a happy life

sat- cheha bdae celebration. kecoh to the max ! YG PENTING SEHA SELAMAT! when home at 2 am take cab , pcl taq sanggup tengok seha drunk like that .. ehh baby , rambut lu is at me !!!!

sun- im sleepy at werk . and being at cake counter stress gylerr ! i dun wish to do that again .

mon - i did alot of mistake . and supervisor kenek sabo . nad, you shud have come to werk jus nw! recorded the video , tapy taq save ! @$%^&

2010-05-17T09:20:00.000-07:00

should i tell her?

2010-05-15T00:18:00.000-07:00

ITE Macp > Grandlink > ITE Macp > Grandlink > Punggol > Tamp

lazy to elaborate.

my dearest LIYAYA, you always have been there fer me, nw both of you are sad bcoz of ehmm . even ayu pon rindu dyer . But please, dont let guys ruin your life . im very sad , and it reminds me of my past . i manage to flung my past becoz i always keep myself occupied . you shud too! if you really nid me, i'll be there . although im busy werking, i will sacrifice my werk for both of you. im jus 8 digits away .

dont ever cry , daydream or talk alone !

YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE!

i pity your gf . i knew you have not change right from the start ! you should learn to appriciate others !

she have been very kind to you . you are just one fvcking guy who always bring highhopes to others! i knew you are just toying with girls feeling . you have a girlfriend , you contact others ! i hate that . padan muka kau, dulu aqu bustard kau!

ONCE A ROTTEN APPLE , WILL ALWAYS BE ROTTEN FOREVER!

2010-05-12T11:32:00.000-07:00

I goin to get this nike dunk !

but im not sure which to buy .

sumer nice2 :D

HELP ME CHOSE PLEASE!

STALKERSSS!!!

Missed me??

this is goin to be a long post ...

S A T U R D A Y - 8 M A Y

Kak Jah khawin .. congrats.

my family bonding w my family is getting stronger :D

Had fun and made new friends with the 3 matreps. bahahaa!

they kecoh gyler ! meet again somedayy !

the guy whom i used to ton , drink and junk ,Alip , is.. my sedare gee ! terperanjat !

let the pictures talk more ..

S U N D A Y - 9 M A Y

HAPPY MOTHERS DAY!

mothers day , at werk packed gyler .

SR pun da upsidedown!

plan to bring my mum jalan2 , spend time w her ..

and wanted to treat her makan ..

saddly, mama came my werk place to fetch me, but i cant go home..

SR fullhouse! i need to overtime .

i dissapointed mama , told her to makan at my werk place , ayu pay ..

but she say " ramai orang , taq pe lahh "

iloveyou mama ..

will get you sumthink in return for mothers day

M O N D A Y - 1 0 M A Y

werk again , but not tiring at all ..

taq banyak orang pon.

they say " its monday blues "

T U E S D A Y - 11 M A Y

HAPPY BIRTHDAY Mr Manager!

Manager kenek sabo at werk.

HAHA!

Upcoming bdae , is Nikki's they goin to sabo dyer rabak2 .

hahaaa.. and i cant wait for the upcoming party for SR !

W E D N E S D A Y - 12 M A Y

Gua keje lagy !

i kinda like working nowadays .

had a dirty convo at werk , err hmm .

i bought 4 slices of cake frm SR ! SODAP!

must try people ..

today Shikin Goin Phuket.

BONVOYAGE!

2010-05-07T10:58:00.000-07:00

full shift work , thanks to my sister :\

you didnt realised i knew alot of infomation about you .

i knew alot of your friends , dont you see that you cant hide anything from me ?

i buried all those bcause my first priority is to my own happiness .

and i wont let all that affect me , no harm done yet.(:

people change somtimes and the reason , is their past .

tag replies :

Allysugarsepet : yerps2 , muke laen .. lagy2 with your tindek . diff!

(: : 20 per bunch .

cheha : ahsal kau yg touched pulak? untok anak nyer pe .. hahaaa! & mcmne tawu? pandai ehh kau!

ernie : when we meet , i'll tell you kayy ..

guest : kau saper ? wankeciq? nope .. sala info , next tyme korek info dalam first , before making a conclusion . wankeciq da mcm my kwn baek aje . not more than that.. thanks fer tag anywayy ..

guest : kau pon samer, kau saper ? typing mcm knl lagyk? hah! aqu tukar jantan ? aqu cumer ader 5 ex , tukar2 ker? aqu peh org setia actualy .. you didnt knw me yet .. my life has been imperfect lately , tapy aqu bkn mcm pmpn sundal , and im definately different from other girls . mayb kaw sala org kayy , tengok je, aqu tukar jantan taq ?

liliberrylla : imyt babe ! bahahaaa ! spammer tu sala info luhh . aqu taq tukar jantan luhh . mayb dyer misunderstood my past ..

2010-05-06T08:36:00.000-07:00

something is holding me back .

moody day for a sasuay day.

fetch hym , then hantar dyer balek . am i a good girlfriend? then went to grandlink directly . im very very late , and yaya , liya & nini waited for me. sweet kn dyrog? syg korang mwahh2 ! then came zahari and bazlyn . theres jonjon , afad , faisal , eika , lisa jepon too.. kecoh2!
lastly , i did karok-ed the last song after jonjon , afad , faisal , eika , lisa jepon n yaya went off .
when back punggol, i didnt want to "lepak" actualy , change my mind the last minute .
yg pelik, theres only , me, liya and zahari .. we are late , therefore fydy sumer balek -.-
i did this to kill my boredom *below picture*

i tink my drawing is better then boyfee . hahaa!

p.s: bhy, the drawing you gave me , i paste it on my wall next to my bed.. hahaa . tu buat malam when i miss you :D

2010-05-04T08:37:00.000-07:00

my daily routine at home , blogging ,makan , tv , tidor .. mcm babi siahh ayu!

to my cupcake honey pie , get well kayy bhy !

i wonder what you are doin now?

im worried ..

have your fever gone away?

are you shivering now?

have you eaten ?

have you taken your medicine ?

will you sleep peacefully ?

or are you in your lalaland now?

i'll be waiting for your message tommorow :D

& to my precious zakiah , i dont like to control you . but i dont like you in this state . please please stop smoking , it killing you . at least try to lessen those sticks . get well dearest ! rest at home banyak , dont wory about other problem . i will find time to meet you asap.

i did alot of shopping this week !

gaji mahh ..

*above picture*

me and ayla gort this for cheha baby, insyirah !

cheha , if anak kau kuwa dgn aqu lagy , put this on for her kay , cnferm cute habes!

i have re-shaped my eye brow & bought a new leapord bag , ohh i lioke!

and i gort couple tee for bhy & me .

cant wait to give this to you .

2010-05-03T10:09:00.000-07:00

today at werk im like one nbcb gerl!

i had running nose which does not stop flowing ..
coughing that keeps rolling .
and my legs is very weak .
this irritates me so much until i spilt a cup of hot coffee on myself .
i scaled my left arms but its not pain at all .
had to change to a big size uniform coz my uni is wet and coffee smell..

tommorow im goin to get mc ,

im still sick andi it irritates me during work. nyarie coffee tumpah, besok ape pulak kn??

plan meeting my liya syg outside her school . i miss my girls already .

after work , meet esha paradox for awhile , pass her hair dye.

baik kn ayu , i make an effort so she can take her exam tommorow .. but must pass kayy !

meet again soon again , we got alot of catching up need to be done .

then accompanied my sister to find a dress for club.

i did some shopping too.. my wardrobe is overflowing now .

my aims is to re-shaped my eyebrow and buy a new bag ..

the rest of my pay for US w bbyg ^_^

to azri my work friend , thanks fer the gift from bali .. we are not that close but so sweet of you!

OI - kau da senyap nampakk ??? hahaa !!

2010-05-02T08:46:00.000-07:00

i told ya , i will move on ..

taqqaire baby inside .

aqu tak akan mengatal pat luwa lahh .

promise.

muwahh

mwahhh!

attached , offically yours

2010-05-01T10:59:00.000-07:00

ECP>EXPO>HOME

Spend time with family today .

thought of goin town but someone is sick & im sure not much people todayy ..

since today ader event at club se7en .

which im definitely not goin.

but today , mama made me smile .

although i have not been eating.. moodyy .

sory i hav to blog about your bf .

such a disgarce . i shud have not known you before .

people use to say we are very sweet .

that the past, to me , your the most sourish ex i had .

yes , i hurt you alot with those nasty words .

when i contact with other guys you are mad.. and taq kasy ..

i listen to you , did as what i was told.

kau mendak, kau carek aqu . aqu layan kau .

abe byler pompan laen kol , teros letak .

with all the high hopes you gave me.

kau move on boley ? abe aqu ?

i thought you have change .well, its all my dreams .

i miss you ? love you ?

NO!

i hate you .

i gonna move on..i must . i must .

im still ego.hah~

i can still live without you.

and im goin to show to you , my life will be 1000x better ..

unknown tag reply ~

lol: unsure uhh.. roughly around 20 per clip.

oi: siang2 , aqu da tawu da they da mataey . hmmphh.. aqu kecian or they kecian?

hahaaa! wait & see. *evil smile*

guest: hahaa! iye lahh. thanks so much .. but bley ckp baek2 perhhh...pantart tol!

tomorrow is my pay , & im goin to pamper my self with money :D

2010-04-28T06:42:00.000-07:00

IM SORRY FOR THE SLOW REPLY OF TAG!

Izan : relinked you already, sory if ayu link lambat sangat :D

Ninie Cinaa : linked you already babe .

Amaliah baby : IMYTSM!! hows your life . meet soon please .

Amymonyet : i rarely talk with guy at msn .. soryy . next time i chat with you uhkayy? ayu taq sombong lahh . : P

sharifah : thanks fer passing-by and tag .

emma : you change your link? relinked you soon huns!

kikiemissiaotee : im done relink you bby!

keesha : relinkes ya too ! salt ! :D

Guest : you are one of a kind spammer ehh ? hahaa! your typing seems familiar.. leave your name please . i didnt say im ugly or preety, what makes you say that ? PANDAI PUNYEQ TINGGI! ALAMAK! hahaaa!

Mella : not schooling anymore .but wants to be in a school again soon..

2010-04-27T23:55:00.000-07:00

since today off..
plan naq amek liya baby from school , but then she is sick. get well sweets!
this is a last min plan & it turn out to be awesome day!
when poly with nuttynad to hav F&B injection , turns out we both didnt had injection ..
im scared , and i gave lame excuses , therefore , injection postpone . NYETT!

bussed down to tamp, craving for tempting cakes at secret reciepe.
so full, cake dyer so big! hahaa~
we turn around tamp to find a cool drink to get rid of my thirst drink.
pusing , pusing .. at last went macd mntak plain waater jerhh! hahaa!

someone travel from yewtee to tamp jus to meet me.
we meet like only for a minute & tis what we talked.

me : we goin lepak near a fwen house . naq ikt?

hym: umm , taqnaq .

me : ok den . bye . *walk off*

im so aggresive towards guys uhh?
some people havent seen my real me. its awful!
slack at aqeims place .
plan go downtown eat , so aqeim went home change , i follow nad to p.ris change..
this makcik aqeim siap mcm ayu seyhh . lame gyler .
nad went home , nad siap, we travel downtown . he stil nt dhere yet ! Mangkok!
plaeyd bowling, banyak longkang!
then lepak pris parkk , im like a retarded kid . nyahahaaa !

aqeim n nad , nampak aqu mcm orgg gyle kn tady ? taqmu blng org kaay..?

my new name is tissue!

NADD! P I C T U R E S P L E A S E (:

with nuttynad

the ugly side of me :D

step emo rabak gee!

cik pon peh anak, scary taq?

2010-04-25T10:21:00.000-07:00

work today untiring but sleepy .

when im sleepy , i have a habit of rolling eyes to innocent ones .

sorry~

once you confess to me , that you love me .. your dead! BYE!

i wont contact you anymore . interested in friends only.

im still traumatised , get it??

dear ex,

ALLHAMDULILAH!

im overjoyed , i have totally forget you. Amin!

the tshirt i got fer you , im giving to someone else..

i just tinks i wasted my time and money fer you .

goodbye ~ tc .

tag will be replied soon :D

2010-04-24T09:32:00.000-07:00

i have a huge panda eyes now -.-
didnt sleep yesterday. bcoz from 9pm -9am i been watching Tasbih Cinta..

and im still not done with it.
semagat kn aquu?

had 4 hrs of sleep, then off to tamp, meet yaya , johan & don.
proceed downtown . lpk there with adam liya zahari.
todayy was awsome! LIYAYAYU !!!!
had plans to universal studio soonn!! yeaaa!
im too sleepy to elaborate , pictures do the talking aites.!

2010-04-22T10:28:00.000-07:00

im changing ..

im trying to be independent now.

im goin school again .

i working .

i single but unavailable.

im leading a happy life now .

at last, i made plans for my future already .

i have wasted my past .

i dont want it to come back .

i want a bright future please .

tommorow must wakeup early go court .

need to sleep . byee~

2010-04-22T09:15:00.000-07:00

IM SO OVER YOU!!

yipieeeeee~

2010-04-21T10:16:00.000-07:00

its 12.34 am . my mind is restless now .
thinking abt my dad ):
stress! stress!
just came back from work .
everything u told me is so true .
" today keje senang , besok2 it will be more worse "
yes , today is the most tiring day! SPRING CLEANING!
i replace my sister shift , work from 12am to 11 pm.
my kaki mcm naq tercabot sia .
i had customer whose mum mcm gerek gyler !
she talk to me as she knew me for so long .
lastly she told me her son naq my num ..

anak dyer hancem siaa!
too bad , i cant give ..
i promised you , i wont contact anyone ...
& i didnt .. * applause for ayu!!*
after werk they go club . aqu ? balek uhhh!
i have stopped drinking and drug-ing and clubbing ..
his advices really effective .
& i hope my bbg stop all these too .

imissyouh!
how i wish im back to your arms again ?

2010-04-20T08:53:00.000-07:00

you told me we will be bestfriends .

we agreed ...

now you starting to like me .

you told me to call you BHY?

i wont , i shudnt , i cant ..

i dont buy anymore in the name LOVE!

i sweared to hym i wont contact other guys .

accept the fact , im still traumatised by the past .

byee~

2010-04-18T06:10:00.000-07:00

i have dark panda eyes now-.-
had only 5 hrs of sleep.
had a talk with hym until 5am .
the next day, my bibik woke me up at 10am.
gort a call from my mum , she ask me & eqa to follow them to malaysia.
& must be down in 5 mins?!
coz they are waitingf or us at my void deck already.
in ard 10 min i siap,mandy in ard 5 mins ! hahaha!
go malaysia with masai face , no makeup , slacky clothes and my hp & mp4 not charge . grrr~

unexpected SOME mat malaysia are gerek to mixed with . (my cute m'ysia driver)
today , im like a tourist . I lioke!
after lunch proceed to dairy farm . i only like the part theres mini zoo.
my first time i feed a big orstrich , kambeeng & coil fishh.
& even i ride on a sheep. seram gee! my legs and hands keep shaking .
satu ppart nyy, ayu batok , the kambeng pon batok . jiwer rabak uhh , kwn aqu nyy!

then we went to the beach , played kite . after that all the way shopping , lastly had our dinner .

satu part , ayu tgh browse thru some cds , theres some guy go touch my hand then he say ..
" tumpang, ... awak sorg ?name awak saper ? tggl mane ? awak awek chun uhh . "

i give a sharp stare and walk off . fucker !

pykir aqu pompan jalanan? dasar otak sempit!
& my kak sedare gado with a minah malaysia too! muke mina tu teros chuak!

as seen below , some of the pic in malaysia . theres only a little coz of my flat battery -.-
overall , loved today outing although im sick .
ohhyaa , we even explore to maltida house at 2 plus before we went home.

soryy bbg for the last min change of plan . in return i smuggle bubble gum fer you .. *.*

at the farm

pisang seribu . its taller then me :D

they saw owl change innto kakak cantek at night..

tats when i ride on the kambeng.

kambeeng , my bestfrend!

2010-04-16T05:39:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 11th MONTHSARY SUPPOSE TO BE!

deadly sick now .

but i dont care about my health condition.

tommorow goin out . . : D

im trying to stop loving you , but when i did ... you came back .

& Happy 1st monthsary to Cheha & Pakito .
dun forget Insyrah . 1 happy family~

2010-04-15T09:43:00.000-07:00

NUTTYNAD keje dgn ayuu!!

cute2.. ayu n her pat keje mcm legong!

ayu bsk off! woohoo!

mau enjoyy uhhh.
i want to meet my bbyg !

pp8 da kosong baru bnyk org pycet.

whn pp8 loaded, no one naq pycet.

reply tag soon .

im tired. byee!

2010-04-14T01:50:00.000-07:00

beybey, thanks fer the mickeymouse :D

im sick ! mcm xial !

yesterday went out wif beybey angkong, ahboyy & another guy . (i dunnoe then name)

im not myself . most of the time i keep quiet only .

had headaches & i keep shivering yesterday .

yesterdae went home teros tito.

wokeup at 4 ! mcm babi siaa aquhh!

didnt had proper meal yesterday.

even no appetite to eat now.

yesterdae paitaw werk, today saket pon, must go!

off to work now . bye~

p.s : pp8 low . whoever text me, im sorry for not rplying / ignoring .
p.s: inactive in fb , tagged . msn jerhh kayy :D

2010-04-13T09:45:00.000-07:00

Im not in myself today .

NO MOOD!

2010-04-12T10:11:00.000-07:00

GAMBAR TERTINGGAL!

saturday - work , town .

sunday - work .

monday - lepak , work .

tuesdayy - paitaw werk mayb? :D

ILOVEWORKING now!!

hahaaa. sume kaki gerek gee!

3 hot guys there , and they very kind to me . best kn?

sumthink funny happen today, my manager waiting for customer at the entrance . then she saw a huge fat women with enormous stomach! she called other worker including me one-by-one then ask a cute question.

" tengok perot pompan tu , dyer pregnant or boncet ? . i cant figure out. "

hahaha! until now we cant figure out .

i happy luhh joy!

HE TEXT ME BACK!

"...i still love you"

made my mind .

BEST WOMEN WINS!

nyy ayushortie bobal eyy!!

2010-04-10T11:52:00.000-07:00

thats a sketch of me

my beloved friend wankeciq drew for me . soo sweet uhh kau! penat kn draw? hahaha.. makaseyhhh yerhh! *.*

this song is extremely meaningful for u :

You tried to blame it on me
At first it worked
I was feeling so guilty
You said, you said
I was the reason why
We couldn't work out
But that was all a lie
You never gave me
What I gave you boy
But it's your loss
'Cause you made the choice
To walk out
But you want me back around
I wish that I never loved you
Never loved you

I should have never let you have my heart
You made me not want to feel again
Made me scared to open up, but
Now I'm better off
No more bad days
Don't need you to validate me

No More
(I don't need you)
No More
(I don't need you)
No More
(I don't need you)
No More
(I don't need you)

You made me
Made me think we had something real
But then you tried to use the way I feel
Against me
Make me a yes girl
You tried to do
Had to free myself
'Cause I can't let you
Get the best of me
No more misery
Had to free myself
'Cause you're not the one for me

And I bet you wish you had my love again
I bet you wish you never made that decision
'Cause now you want me back
I bet you want me back
But when I cry myself to sleep
Tell me, where are you?

Chorus

Bridge:

I did everything you asked me to
But nothing was good enough
And baby, we're through
You act so arrogant
You act like you're heaven sent
And I'm not gonna let you get the best of me
I'll find someone who loves me for me

*crying*

how can i simply forget you like that?

everywhere i go , people ask me " mane mataey kaw asep tu? "

its been months we broke off, i still cant forget you?

ItS haRd tO t3ll y0ur miNd t0 st0p loVing soMe0ne iF y0ur heArt sTill d0es ):

2010-04-09T04:11:00.000-07:00

It feels awkward now . i woke up at 4am . & usually he called me instead i receive an unknown message . and this guy told me he gets my num from yaya . when ask yaya , she taqtaw . i trust my bbg so much uhkayy . you stranger seems to know alot abt me n my betfriend uhh ? . NBCB! pakai name bbg aqu . Sialan!

im not in myself todayy .

i tried to help others , but i cant help myself . sodeyy!
i did not go out . i tried to keep myself occupied . i lost someone now, on the positive side , i gort a part time job. this will keep me busy and stop thinking of you . boley buat kepale aqu pecah xia! palabutoo!

hopefully my plan to forget you works .

tmrw spent time with my lovelies . amaliah having competition. i will be there baby!

i will do anything to make me forget about you

2010-04-08T10:17:00.000-07:00

My life is incomplete without you . I keep thinking about the memories we had , either sweet or sour . No matter how much hurt you cause to me, yet i do still love you . We laugh and cry together . but my heart still remain for you . Closes friends only knew this . i hated goin downtown because every steps makes me regret for leaving you . i rejected lots of guy out there because im waiting for you to comeback .Now that you are moving on . i dun think im worth for you already . im sure she can make you smile . my only concern is too see you happy asep. so dont worry about me .

i cant believe im crying while typing this .

im fvcking retarded that no matter what , i will always wait for you .

"if he is really fated to be with you, at any cause , he will comeback to you ."

2010-04-07T09:26:00.000-07:00

PREETY?

i lioke!

her hair is so gorgeous!

2010-04-05T03:06:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MARUL & ESHA !

Marul , da 16 luhh kan . happy birthdayy my sweetest ex. thanks fer always being there when im down . Sory , cant make it to celebrate your bdae. i'll make it up to you one day .

Esha, my bitch! I cant meet you. hope you had fun with NAna & FAfa . Spend your bdae wisely. Sweet or sour times, im still there ok. meet you on 13th ok :D

~~on friday~~

Well, after the fvuking incident. i repent luhh. Yaya & Asep advice me. Syg korang!!! Lagy2 asep, what he told me, make me cry . Hopefully its not too late uhh, i still want a good future! Im changing slowly , as i promised him. Syg jgk aqu pat dyer :D .The next day, ayu must go to this maulot at tamp. then kenek pakse pakai tudong sak! hahha! Its not boring after all. Had fun with eqa too. Perangai mcm cb there . Ayu and eqa pakai sweet2 taw w tudong , tapy perangai nonsense! Everywhere ayu n eqa nmpk 'minahrep' , we stare he up n down! hahah. Then we jalan sat2 with tudong. siakan?! kayy, this is for one day only . BAHAHAHA!

~~on saturday~~

Tamp > Home > Changi beach

I LIOKE THE PIC Above!

monyet + legong = us!

EQA KSSED ME! I LIOKE!

2010-04-02T20:13:00.000-07:00

Have you dated both sexes ?

So far not yet , will soon :D

Who was your most painful break up with ?

Cant deny , Asep Ardiansyah . & it still hurts.

How many exes do you have ?

5 aje ^^

How many exes do you still talk to ?

ALL 5 of them! im Friendlyy ok.

Do you believe in breaks ?

Depends luhh.

Are you 100% comfirm the last person you liked ?

Nope. not even 0.1 %

What are you doing tomorow ?

My Daily Routine , sleep , eat , comp :D

Did you & ur ex have an amazing relationship ?

YES! Certainly with asep. Memories babe! *cries*

Is there anyone who you think deserve an apology from ?

None. so far, everyone is nice to me .

Who do you think the most attractive singer ?

ME!

Who wrote your favourite book ?

AYU SHORTIE! Tak pakai pahh?

Can you commit to one person ?

maybee!

Did you talk to someone until you felt asleep last night ?

No calls but, Chatted with haikel until im so sleepy!

Do you think it's disgusting when a girls get really skinny ?

Sometime .

How many sunglasses do you own ?

9 types . hahaha!

How often do you go to parties ?

Very frequent .

Do you like the taste of beer ?

Puke! Disgusting.

Who's your worst enemy ?

BAPAK KAU! Nyayayah!

Who was the last person to text you ?

Asep .

What was the last words you said to your dad ?

" Ayu & Eqa naek cab taww. Ayah naek bus kay. byeeee! "

You've taken 15 shots of Vodka,what are you doing ?

i will be drunk luhh . duhh!

Do you miss the last person you kissed ?

What do you think?

Is your hair long enough to put in a ponytail ?

jyea!

Will you have sexual intercourse within 2 weeks ?

Nope. Still virgin . wait for 10 years later :D

Do you think your ex still wants to be with you ?

im not sure. But i want hym! LOL!

Do you honestly have feelings for someone at the moment ?

NO.

What's wrong with you right now ?

Im stress with my case , fam , studies , future and ex . Mampos aqu mcm gyni!

When will your next kiss be ?

Can it be YOU?

Is it okay to kiss people when you're single ?

YES , Nak maen pon boley! Bahahaa!

Have you ever been in a perfect relationhsip ?

Recently , NO! ):

Does someone like you right now ?

Mane aqu tawuu

Honestly , have you ever kisses anyone with a name that start with J ?

J sape? Juboh?

What are you excited for ?

KOREK. HAHAHA!

Does sex mean love ?

Of course NO! LOVE not equal to LUST!

What's something you really want right now ?

Im craving for Chocolate!

What's your favourite item in your room ?

Computer! Mendak je, play comp :/

What colour are your toenails painted ?

Maroon!

Have you ever played a guitar ?

Yes , Cockup! Tangan aqu cacat!

Do you have any tattoos?

NO , im a clean gudgerl!

Did your last ex ever tell you that you were the most beautiful/handsome person they'd ever seen ?

Entahh , i dont give de fvck care wit my last ex

Do you have any hoodies that have words on the back ?

no.

Is there someone you wanna date ?

SITI ZAKIAHH! hahaha!

Are you usually the heart breaker or the heart broken ?

Mostly heart broken.

What are you listening to ?

My mum Nagging!

Last person you talked on the phone with ?

Asep :(

When are you planning on moving out of your parent's house ?

Besok Boley?

Anyone , Tryout This Survey ayy! FUN!

2010-03-30T09:59:00.000-07:00

nyy budak cute kn? skrang aqu part time jage dyer!

im fvucking retard today!

tron lepak punggol with liya at ferst , pycet everyone liao. Last min, peng side . hahaa! Lepak pasir ris. Ayu da taq bwk wallet , then im so masai . mcm baru bagon tido sia..

i started to try smoking todayy! [liya ajar] hahha!

nothing much to talk about .

bye stalkers!

2010-03-27T22:10:00.000-07:00

Woodlands > Yishun > Somerset > ClarkeQuay > Taka > Cinelesure

Yesterday , im late again . Supposely meeting amaliahh baby at 12.30 , i ended reaching somerset ard 2 . Padahal plan to watch rosziana and lulusiao dance performance , unfortunately i missed both of their performance . Pantart babi tol!

Then amaliah and her friend got to go home . i travel to clarkequay to meet titi lovergal & babycino. ohh ya, ahboyy and kecyk sanchez were there too . They actually wanted to go dbl o coz yest free entry before 10 . but ayu btol2 taqnaq gy dbl o! im still underage , titi tak bwk ic .At last , we went taka garden instead . woohooo! Syg korangg :D

Came taka gelap gyler . everyone so black, i thought its sume bangla siaa! Stupit earth dayy! taka pon ader dance . i tink today onwards i starting to like bapok uhh. HUHU! their dance so energetic and nice sia. I LIOKE!

Have i mention , i meet with aida cinnonet? ohh , goshh! Maner menghilang dulu? at last dapat jumpe yesterday ! She was like so cute eating kfc while walking at town . Aqu pon join sekaki!

urmm, babycino , sorry that we left you yest , had to rush to catch the last train . meet you again soon!

I MISS HELMI ):

2010-03-25T19:45:00.000-07:00

IM SADDDD!

Many people say im sombong!
some people say i forget an old friend .
others say , im always busy, always not free.
&& someone say AYU MCM SIAL?

mulot kau mcm nak kenek sumbat dgn konek uh! binget sial! kau peh taek sume aqu da angkat . aqu buat gyni , pasal kau uhh! cbbb!

kau pykir kau baek sangat pe? step berubah , padahal ,perangai taq berubah ahh sial . aqu da cukop sabar dgn kau uhh boy! kalo binget pon, taqmu naq perah pat kwn aqu uhh pariahh! IHATEYOU uhh sundal!

IM A BORING GIRLFRIEND

2010-03-24T11:30:00.000-07:00

Yaya more pic please(:

Went Greendale Sec , gib my exam slip. Still waiting list~
Went pp to topup, osf . Sian lehh!
Proceed yishun with boipekk & jaja.
Slack with DMFbabies , play fortune telling^^
Went Northpoint , where we meet ahboyy & mummy zakiah!
While waiting for mummy zakiah to finish werk, slack at yishun playground . *cite situ , habes situ kayy*
Home sweet home.

dyeerah shawty , if your reading this , when i chatted with you just now . im touched by a sweet friend like you . i know i have change . im sorry . i will promise you, i will be my old ayu back. eversince i moved out, i thought we will lose contact .but im suprised you are still concern with the people i mixed around with . the fact , most of my accompany is people with tatto , smoker , abusing drugs , clubber and "inside home" people . i wont get carried away, i promised you that . we have known since primary school , i treasued our friendship ok. i'll be the old ayu soon. Misses my childhood friend , meet you soon. :D

2010-03-23T04:19:00.000-07:00

Why cant you understand me? I dont want to fight or lose a friend like you. I chosen him , i dont want it to be a big issue. Im relieved; i manage to spill evrything to you . Im pressured; i know you will hate me. I wont judge you by its cover. But, you seems to be enjoying with your girl friends . I ignored that. On the other hand , you said, you love and hate me?? && you only bother to find me when you are bored and such. But dont build a high mountain of hope on me. Im not a girl that easily come and go. Your word convince me, but not your action.

This goes to someone too , i know he is your ex. & he hurt you before. I still wont buy your words. I love hym, i trust hym , i believe he wont do such things to me. PLEASE, mind your words. I dont care whatever you said yesterday. We have known each other for almost 2 yrs ryte? Im taking this lightly.Dont come and crash the glass of trust we built.

I had a called from greendale sec. Hope-ing i will get a school real real soon! BOREDD uhh staying at home... Had my exam silps photocopied. Meet my bxtch outside her school. Slack with bdk2 siglapians. Then off to tamp. Bought some stuff. && now im hungry.. BYEE~

I LOVE MY PAIKIAAAAAA!

2010-03-22T06:56:00.000-07:00

still guessing whos my baby?

slack with half of DMF girls ; lisa jepon , yaya , ayla , liya .

punggol boys, fidi, daniel, haikel, zahari, kiki, jaja , bayi and banyakk2 lagy luhh.

bayi and dinnie came with a "motorcycle" . DMF girls like soo jakon! hahhaa(: Lisa jepon tumpang me go riding2 , hahaha! pandai ehh kaw naek motor. byler mau dpt licence b? ok had fun , TALK COCK!

i love todayyy. i miss baby!

YOU CANT SEPERATE ME FRM HIM!

I LOVE PAIKIA, BLUEKKKK!

2010-03-21T03:46:00.000-07:00

Its 6.23pm now. *lookup* My face look fresh huh? Ayu baceeeeeeeeeeeeeen! I havent bath yet taw. Muahahaha!! Nothing much to post today. I still cant find my wallet. Mayb kecykstar is right , confirm ader toyol pat rumah nyy! Kalo aqu nampak kau (toyol) pat uma nyy, *GEBUSHHH!* aqu kasyy kau uhh. Kayy lame!

&& finally, IM ATTACHED! Woohoo!

OHH BABY! I LOVE YOU!

Readers, wondering im attached with who? : x

ohh yaya boncett, HELPPP!

2010-03-20T10:25:00.001-07:00

Lets Play A Game

FVUK THE WORLD!

Today im so fvuk up! Plan ol cock up . Bad hair day! My wallet suddenly went missing when i need it . With my ezlink and ic inside. How to go out? How to go club se7en without ic? I have search high and low , but still cant be found! CBBBB! I tink my ipod battery is faulty , i think . I charge it from morning until 3. Yet , still cant turn on. Like nabeyhh siaa! Fvuker! My new bag which i attempt to wore twice , the strap tore apart . Then i found out eqa has been stealing my things , hid it underneath my brother drawer. GRRR! Naseb kau adeq sedare tersayang, tidak , da potong kepale kau! I have no mood in going se7en club. Last min change plan on meeting ida. Im so sorry!

Still not in the mood! BYE~

2010-03-19T19:29:00.000-07:00

Its just 10 in the morning . Im awake so early because of some commotion about the toilet. All i heard " CEPAT BIK, NAQ BERAK!!" . Eqa jepon was awake too. & she told me " naaseb sia tady pagy da berak, fuhhhh!" . What did you humans eat until evryone nak BERAK??
Yesterday it was like a family dayy . its soo long since my family went out together. fun? yeaa! except that rains decreases my mood. supposely i shud lepak today, urmm, sorry jackotujuh, family much important right? i thought of lepak malam after ecp with fam, in the end, pompan ol da aleq uhhh. Malas lahh ayu^_^
today iluma club??

eggyolk?

eqa eating eggyolk!!!

2010-03-18T09:13:00.000-07:00

I miss schooling urghhhh! My daily routine play comp, habes kn beras, sleep like pig or lepakk. Im boredd uhh. i want to do sumtink that occupied me. Aduhhh! Still waiting for a school. Lame pee-.- Just came back from town with my bytch; Esha paradox . Actually plan to bugis with ninie hershey , dunnoe y uhh taq jadi. Shopped for dresses ,shoe and a couple tee. But i dunnoe im goin to pair it with who , but its so nice uhh. Huakhuak! I tink my num line kenek potong seyhh , not sure y uhh. i want to ask mummy , but malas uhh. Anythink tex at 8249**** kayy, mayb topup tommorow . Lepak punggol tmrw, sape mau join??

2010-03-17T23:39:00.000-07:00

IM NOT GOIN STJAMES!

SOOO SAD :(

when i promise you, i meant it okayy!

2010-03-17T13:27:00.000-07:00

FVCK IT ! FVCK YOU !

IM STARTING TO HATE YOU!

GOIN STJAMES?

2010-03-17T08:47:00.000-07:00

currently chatting with kecykannina bby, amaliah naughty & kin !

todayy fvcking bored. i sleep from morning to 5. Planned to slack at punggol at 3. Janjy melayu lahh kn^_^ . i came down ard 6. i came superduper late, yaya and lisa went home a few minutes later . then asep , ihsan elmo came. guys play BALLS! girls gossiped gossiped(: . ard 8 gytu , ol girls and rusty aleq seyhh! mendak kape? ayu lepak sekjap je-.- but too bad uhh , i dunwan to the only girl left there. && i promise mama i go buy for her KICAP! hahaa(:

fridayy slack again.WOOHOO! mayb goin bugis with ninie hershey tommorow!

bhy!! when meeting me, im starting to miss you soo muchhhhhhhhhhh !

is this true ? " theres hate in love?"

Dont fall in love with a clubber

2010-03-16T10:22:00.000-07:00

*look up*

THAT BABY, IS AMALIAH NAUGHTY!

thanks sweets fer editing my blog skin. ! and she was sparking hott at zirca yesterday ! Although we went zirca late; 1am, we had an eternity of fun . Im amused . i did not even dance or grind with any guys. although im seen enjoying there, my fvcking mind kept thinking of someone.

JACKOTUJOH! Miss you alot ! meet up soon babyg!